Unspeakable fears

Unspeakable fears is The MishalZamircreation,The novel is mainly aboutEach day, life finds a way to shred my heart into tiny pieces. Poets are right to call it a tragic comedy because one wants to cry at the amount of grief and pain life causes, but at the same time the absurdity of this existence makes you want to laugh.Tears were welling up in my eyes and my hands started shaking. Not even once, life had given me something to smile about. The childhood was all about my mothers sickness and my fathers relentless violence. Esha took the phone from my hands to talk to the man, after that, I got immersed in my miserable thoughts.My mother had never seen a day of happiness in her life. Her life was so miserable that I couldn even think about myself right now. Its okay, I never even had her in the first place. How to mourn the loss of a mother you never even had in the first place? But I wanted to scream for what life did to her. I would learn to live, but how do I make peace with what has been done to her?I didn know I was crying until Esha hugged me sudd Read Novel